A hope for my heart

I do hope i don’t make the same mistakes as a I did last year. I put myself in the back seat pulled a wool sheet over my eyes and let everything be. Been like this for a while Now. But this is a new year and i hope to God i dont repeat the foolish mistakes made. I learnt. I honestly learnt. Men, men my age are game players. I learnt never to take them seriously. But I cannot control my heart. God, I pray I plead please look out for me.