Memoir of a Dreamer

A lifetime of memories captured in a memoir.

GRRRR

Published on May 15th, 2008 under anger, disgust

I AM SO MAD… i hate. dislike.. despise people who are so conceited for no reason. Who are you to say that someone is unattractive when you look like a clown (literally) with big red hair.. bad skin.. in desperate need a a dental plan and STANK breath. AND i mean STANK. Has to be placed in the past tense because the breath is so bad. And I am not trying to be mean. Because beauty lies beneath and above the skin. And you are as ugly as it gets. The things I wish I could say to you would make me loose one of my closest friends. So i have no choice but to be quiet. But one of these days her existence will not control my tongue!

Having Fun

Published on May 12th, 2008 under General

for the last two weeks I have been nothing but spending time with loved ones and taking a vacation from  my hectic life.  I do miss my friends in my hometown though.  I miss going to work and making fun of customers and speaking my mind.  Ill be back soon lol.

Compliments

Published on May 7th, 2008 under a thought

Im so outgoing yet so shy. People say attractive and i often question why. Beauty my dears are seriously in the eyes of the beholder. I see beauty as skin deep only to observe the personality and make a judgement pass that. So many beautiful people out there in the world how many of them are nice? Most of them absurd. Most of them turn their heads. I wish they care most like the ‘norms’ graceful and grateful and stunning and all. Take the compliments take them all. Take them and e humble.

OO lala

Published on May 4th, 2008 under General

It been a hectic couple of weeks constant headaches are a pain in the ass.  Been trying ETC .. didn’t work for me.  Medication is crap.. and well quiet frankly the only thing that worked was an amazing massage i got which in all honestly cleared my headache for a 12 hours.  It was amazing!  If you never got a head massage I suggest you do.  It is amazing.  To bad i can’t get one now!  *ouch* my head is pounding and it is time for me to head to bed.. Nights All!… or should i say.. i have a good rest of the day ?

Doctor time

Published on April 30th, 2008 under General

Ahh i really hate doctors.. but i think its time for me to visit one.  For the past 5 days i have had a NOn stop headache that refuses to go away.  NO matter what pill i take or how much sleep i get.   I wonder what it may be.  ANd the thing that really sucks about it is the constant need for me to be up and about because i have a job.  GRR im not ready for a doctor.  Everytime i go to one.. they find more than one thing wrong with me and never what i want to hear

*wish me luck*