Memoir of a Dreamer

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Archive for February, 2008

Important Love

Published on February 29th, 2008 under General

this one is for me.

A love so strong sometimes weak

A love unbreakable and never too deep

An unquestionable love deep within

A love that no other can try to taint

A love for my famiy and for my friends

a love no foe can try to bend

i Say these words with an open thought

and strong soul and a stong mind

One no one can try to pretend to have

one so linked and never to end

i say these words for my heart

it speaks to you and i hope u listen

take it in and learn from it

Because this is the most important love you can have

a love so cherisable a love so true

a love i wish comes and holds thru to you

Busy Bee

Published on February 27th, 2008 under General

OO wow ive been so busy lately upating this website and mainly working on my other site.. i need to learn to balance both.

The idea and the Lust for Love

Published on February 21st, 2008 under General

i title this lusting for love because this is what she does. She try to finds the thing the one thing that everyone seems to look for. She looks in places that hardly anyone would look. why? because she is hopeful.. She holds on to him. She lust for other. She hold in her heart the love of others. She claims to have control and yes i see a silly child crying on her knees. I wonder when. when will she learn. that love is something never to be earned. it is something however tamed and titled. Something she has yet to entitle. I pray for her i do. I pray for something she wishes to have. I wish that he changes like a buttterly and soar in his life like a bird. And yet i think it is absurd for me. why me to wish for her. She needs to learn to grow. She needs to understand that someday somehow sometime she will fall

Month of Love

Published on February 17th, 2008 under General

wow its february already and sadly i havent really taken the time to write in my blog everyday. But i promise, readers ill get on writing at least everyday. So alot has happened this month so far. I realised that relationships for me is a passing phase. AND… it passed a long time ago. No matter who i find in the future i will always be so skeptical about them. ABout their past and whether or not they are telling me the truth. Men have this thing where they think a woman cannot handle the truth or she doesnt want to hear the truth. But you would be suprised how many women rather hear the truth and be apart of whatever you have to offer.

They would really be suprised

V- Day

Published on February 14th, 2008 under General

WELL TODY IS v-DAY

never does it seem that i have a relationship around this time. So usually i take the time to stay home and watch tv. And more importantly send tonz of text messages to my friends stating how much I love them. No not pathetic but true beause without them my life would seem like a materalistic bubble where the only person in it was me. I have my friends to thank for my emotional and health strength. Again thank you ALL for being there for me,

Happy Valentine Day