Published on January 12th, 2008 under General
When you love someone so deep inside,
It seems like it’s so easy to hide.
You’ve loved him for so very long,
You would think he could do no wrong.
Every day you would hope and pray,
That he would always stay this way.
He treated you like you should be treated,
You thought your life was finally completed.
You thought your love was growing true,
And then one day it was all so blue.
He started putting you down and it hurt,
You thought all you were to him was dirt.
He started ignoring you and you wondered why,
All you wanted to do was curl up and die.
You thought your relationship would never end,
But that was all so fake and pretend.
One night he was so sweet to you,
You thought all those things were maybe untrue,
Two days later he was back the same,
You thought you were the one to blame.
He thought the relationship was getting too serious
And that you had become a little too curious.
By this time you knew it wouldn’t last,
All the nice things he said were in the past.
You thought that you would marry him some day,
But this time God wanted to get his way.
You wanted things back how they were before,
But you knew this couldn’t happen anymore.
It was a Saturday night about ten o’clock,
You heard the news and it wasn’t a shock.
You knew this was going to happen soon,
As you laid there and cried in the pale lit moon.
Published on January 8th, 2008 under General
So i have decided to add another piercing in my life. Sadly coming from a Caribbean background that isn’t well accepted. But its a bit too later to try and change me. I have ten! I have to laugh at that cause i remember the attempts of my parents to stop me. I started off with a simply second whole in my ear and my dad ceased all my earrings. Too bad so sad at that time i was working and all i had to do was find time to go to the mall and buy some more (keep in mind I was 16 or 17 years old) YEP! my parents are strict. Since then i never stopped. For some reason i like my piercings. And I am going to celebrate my new upcoming labret piercing. I am sure it will look good. As soon as i get it, I will post a picture of it. In the mean time i am excited and waiting.
Published on January 5th, 2008 under General
SO today was another day in the life of me being a student. I constantly see friends and other peers around me somewhat of a successful relationship and wonder if that every going to happen for me. I cannot lie. I haven’t been single for that long. But I have been in many *joke* of a relationships that usually end up with me being a ’sucker’ at the end. What am I doing wrong? I know maybe its not me.. but it honestly can’t be them too? I’m seriously not that lucky. Anyways maybe one day ill live the fantasy world of Sleeping beauty, Cinderella or even snow white. Maybe I’m just another damsel in distress waiting to be rescued. *or not*
Published on January 4th, 2008 under General
A New Year resolution is basically the idea of changing your way of life.. or setting goals and aiming to meet them during the year. Its that time of the year again. And this is my resolution.
I NEED TO LOOSE WEIGHT
* I am 245 pounds 5′9 tall* so in a nut shell i am fat. I cannot lie… Most of it is muscle but I do have fat.. too much i want to go back to that time in my life where i was 180 pounds (not a lot of people hope for that) But i do. 180 is a miracle for me. A miracle i pray for everyday.
Published on January 2nd, 2008 under General
Welcome to my memoir. Its been a while since ive been looking for a place like this. A place where i can come and let my feelings go. A place where i can look back at my like and white about the things I have gone through and how it affects the things I will do. Unlike my other website, this site focuses on my daily inner struggles. I hope as you read, you do not judge. But you accept the things i cannot change and the person that I am. Again, I welcome you to my memoir.
